I found the perfect costume. Now if only I could get off work on time. If not I'll just bring some cheesecake. Lots of it. I bet there will be loads of people at the party tonight. I hope I get to catch up with all my old mates. I've missed everyone.
( Who I'm being tonight )

Now to get back to work. *sigh*

So I lost about 10,000 galleons Thursday. And to celebrate that, I went out and got a bit smashed, that's why I didn't get back to late last night. Bloody fuck. At least I still have what I made from the past few weeks. It isn't much, but its enough to keep my head above water.

And what the bloody hell is this I hear about Harry being engaged? He owled me and said he was marrying Ferret Face Malfoy. At least I didn't find out from the bloody Prophet, which it was in there somehow! I mean, I'm trying to get over my prejudices, and I hope to Merlin its working enough, but it's MALFOY! Someone save my mind?

I miss my friends.

I see Hermione mostly on pure coincidence. I know I can owl her whenever I want and we'd be able to hang out, but I don't want to ruin or barge in on her relationship with the Gre-er Snape. Bah. I'm a loser anymore.

Harry, I know Harry has had a lot going on with Draco being in his accident, and then having amnesia, but I miss him. He never answers my owls. I can understand him feeling abandoned by me, but, I came back. I came back for my friends and family. I wanted to see them. I wanted to be with them. I feel so lonely.

And I still need a shag!

I'll just go keep seeing my broker. He keeps me in the money, maybe he can introduce me to some other people who I can hang out with during the quidditch matches.

Well fuck me! I lost a bit of money. It was only 500 galleons. I'm good for it. I've got plenty stored up. But fuck! I thought the Cannons would beat the Harpies! Who knew they would be so good this year! They were absolute rubbish last year!

Maybe I should talk to Oliver Wood and see what he knows about the other quidditch teams. How long has he been out of playing anywho?

Merlin I need a shag! Its been about a month since I had a propper shagging, I'm just dying for one!

But on the up side of things I'm even richer now that the Cannons lost to the Broomfleet last night! I do so love knowing the Chuddley Cannons! I've now 400 more galleons to my name. Thursday maybe I'll talk my broker of sorts into upping my next bid, yeah?

Things seem very quiet lately. I'm not quite sure what's happening.

I'm back at work, because I got called in for an emergency. Apparantely, some bloody idiot tried to steal the Harpies' brooms. He would have done it too, but he effing stopped to piss in the bloody team locker room. He set the brooms on one of the benches, and a janitor came in and found them.

Bloody fucking idiots. I had to cancel my date with Nate for this shite. It's sooo stupid. Sometimes I really hate this job.

Millie...I was wondering if you still wanted to hang out sometime...send me an owl when you're free, okay?

And Harry, mate, we haven't talked in forever. How are things with the ferret Malfoy Draco going? I hope everything's great. You really deserve some happiness.

I can't sleep. I miss Nate.

Nate's at class and I have the day off. There's nothing to do.

I've wanked seven times already. My cock aches.

I need some real conversation. Or something. I'm severely bored. I need something to do.

I'm tired. I'm not quite sure why. I slept for over twelve hours, and I still feel dead on my feet.

Krum lost the lawsuit and he's blaming it on me. I think he's still mad that Hermione chose me over him those many years ago. Bastard